Teenage alcoholism is so important to recognise. It is not healthy to be getting absolutely wasted a few times a week and sometimes young adults become alcoholic without realising it. If you are unable to have a fun time without drinking or you feel like you need to drink when others are in an overwhelming way then consider getting help.
No really. Get help. It starts with parties, and then it’s “lol im just sad all the time” and before you know it everything is awful and you’re spiralling out of control. Don’t get sucked in and don’t let tumblr Depression Culture make you think it’s normal.
I told her nothing was different. It really felt like nothing was different at the time. Then it hit me and I thought, how could she, of all people, read my mind. Today was the first day, of the rest of my life.
Today I truly recognized I am meant to be different. I just don’t know how to start that journey.
But I can already feel it in my bones. A deep aching for something different. Something more me, after evolving these past 6 years here.
I’ve evolved. Let’s blast off. Things might get weird.